Pierce The Veil - Floral And Fading
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I want to be alone
I want to be together
I want someone to hold me
And make me feel better
I want to feel safe
I want to feel right
I want someone to hold me
As I try and sleep through the night
I want to fight the monsters
The demons in my head
But they won’t stop screaming
Until my wrist are covered red
I want to feel something
Try to feel alive
But the look in the mirror
Says I’ve already died.
Awesomecosmicrunaway (via darkpoetryandstuff)
I want to scream
I want to cry
I want to hurt myself
I want to throw up
I want to let everyone know in how much pain I amBut most of all, I want all of this drama to end.
I’m tired (via fraeuleinrabenschwarz)
Me explaining depression to someone
- Me: I'm so sad I don't want to get out of bed. All I want to do is cry.
- People: You mean your lazy?
- Me: No, I want to get out of bed and go do productive things. But it literally hurts in my chest and I don't think I can walk around and get things done with this horrible feeling constantly nagging at me. It's physically painful.
- People: Stop making excuses. We all have to do things we don't want to sometimes.
- Me: Don't you see I want to do those things. Don't you understand I might burst into tears and have a mental breakdown in public if I don't take time to sort out my mental health first.
- People: Stop being such a melodramatic little child. You're a adult now act like one. You're so selfish.
Wow my girlfriend and housemate saying how I can’t wrap presents and that I’m sad, then to hear my Xmas present was bought on my own card 😔
I legit don’t ask for much, I dont ask for anything actually, I have all the money I want and things I want I can buy.
I just want to die now, life is getting pretty unbearable, the pain in my chest is coming back again.
You know, the one I told you about? Unless you’ve given up on me to?
Your going to leave aren’t you?
Can’t clean my room, can’t clean myself. I don’t want to leave my bed. I don’t want to work. I don’t want to do anything
I wish to stop feeling, but the moment I do and emptiness hits me, I am able to do anything to make myself feel something.
I wanna die but at the same time I want to feel alive.
I want to stop the pain, but I inflict myself even more of it.
So explain, explain, explain what I am supposed to do when my entire being is drowned in a contrast of feelings.
me (via mystruggle18)
self-confidence, i’m realizing, is a lot deeper than just thinking i’m beautiful and being free in who i am. it also includes being confident in my decisions and trusting myself to be committed to the things i want to do. to step outside of my comfort zone and assure myself that i will be okay in doing so. this kind of self-confidence will help me see the success i want to see.
It’s my body I’ll cut where i want and when i want.
suicidalproxyy (via suicidalproxyy)